Right now im afraid. I realice that im hurt and im not over it yet.
I think.. things change and im happy.. but now im afraid to give myself to him again. I feel i have to be controlled cause i dont want to feel and dont want to be seen like a freak..
Maybe i exaggerate.. I feel like a bother.. and i dont want to be one.. i dont want to give him reasons to leave me..
I dont want him tired of me.
Im afraid.. and hurt..
I hope our love can grow again..